By Mahjooba Nowrouzi, BBC Afghan Service
After the Taliban restricted Afghan ladies’s means to work, study and exit in public, some ladies initially defied these new guidelines, taking to the streets to protest.
However quickly, those that gathered within the capital Kabul and different main cities to demand “meals, work, freedom” felt the complete drive of the Taliban.
Protesters inform the BBC they had been overwhelmed, abused, jailed and even threatened with dying by stoning.
We converse to 3 ladies who challenged the Taliban authorities after it started to put restrictions on ladies’s freedom following the Taliban’s takeover on 15 August 2021.
Marching by means of Kabul
When Taliban militants took over Kabul on 15 August 2021, Zakia’s life started to crumble.
She had been the breadwinner for her household earlier than the Taliban returned to energy – however rapidly misplaced her job following the takeover.
When Zakia (who’s utilizing a pseudonym) joined a protest greater than a 12 months later in December 2022, it was her first likelihood to specific her anger at shedding the precise to work and to training.
Protesters had been marching to Kabul College, chosen for its “symbolic significance”, however had been stopped earlier than they might attain their vacation spot.
Zakia was loudly shouting slogans when Taliban armed police put an finish to her short-lived riot.
“Certainly one of them pointed his gun proper into my mouth and threatened to kill me proper there if I did not shut up,” she recollects.
Zakia noticed fellow protesters bundled right into a automobile.
“I resisted. They had been twisting my arms,” she says. “I used to be being pulled by the Taliban who had been making an attempt to load me into their automobile and different fellow protesters who had been making an attempt to launch me.”
In the long run, Zakia managed to flee – however what she noticed that day left her terrified for the long run.
“Violence was not going down behind closed doorways any extra,” she says, “it was going down on the streets of capital Kabul in full public view.”
Arrested and punched
Mariam (not her actual title) and 23-year-old pupil Parwana Ibrahimkhail Nijrabi had been among the many many Afghan protesters who had been detained after the Taliban takeover.
As a widow and sole breadwinner for her kids, Mariam was terrified she would not have the ability to present for her household when the Taliban launched guidelines proscribing ladies’s means to work.
She attended a protest in December 2022. After she noticed fellow protesters being arrested, she tried to flee however did not get away in time.
“I used to be forcefully pulled out of the taxi, they searched my bag and located my telephone,” she recollects.
When she refused to present Taliban officers her move code, she says one in every of them punched her so exhausting she thought her ear drum had burst.
They then went by means of the movies and images in her telephone.
“They obtained livid and grabbed me by pulling my hair,” she says. “They caught my palms and legs and threw me into the again of their Ranger.”
“They had been very violent and repeatedly known as me a whore,” Mariam continues. “They handcuffed me and put a black bag over my head, I couldn’t breathe.”
A month later, Parwana too determined to protest in opposition to the Taliban, together with a gaggle of fellow college students, organising a number of marches.
However their motion was additionally met with swift reprisal.
“They began torturing me from the second they arrested me”, says Parwana.
She was made to take a seat between two male armed guards.
“Once I refused to take a seat there, they moved me to the entrance, put a blanket over my head and pointed the gun and informed me to not transfer.”
Parwana began feeling “weak and like a strolling lifeless” amongst so many closely armed males.
“My face was numb as they slapped me so many occasions. I used to be so scared, my whole physique was trembling.”
Life in jail
Mariam, Parwana and Zakia had been totally conscious of the potential penalties of public protest.
Parwana says she by no means anticipated the Taliban to “deal with her like a human being”. However she says she was nonetheless surprised by her degrading remedy.
Her first meal in jail left her in shock.
“I felt a pointy factor scratching the roof of my mouth,” she says. “Once I checked out it, it was a nail – I threw up.”
In subsequent meals, she discovered hair and stones.
Parwana says she was informed she can be stoned to dying, leaving her crying herself to sleep at evening and having desires about being stoned whereas carrying a helmet.
The 23-year-old was accused of selling immorality, prostitution and spreading western tradition and was in jail for a few month.
Mariam was stored in a safety unit for a number of days, the place she was interrogated with a black bag protecting her head.
“I might hear a number of individuals, one would kick me and ask who paid me to organise [the] protest,” she recollects. “The opposite would punch me and say ‘Who do you’re employed for?'”
Mariam says she informed her interrogators she was a widow who wanted work to feed her kids – however says her solutions had been met with extra violence.
Confession and launch
Parwana and Mariam had been each individually launched following intervention by human rights organisations and native elders, and they’re now not residing in Afghanistan.
Each say they had been pressured to signal confessions admitting their guilt and promising not to participate in any protests in opposition to the Taliban.
Their male family members additionally signed official papers pledging that the ladies wouldn’t participate in any extra protests.
We put these allegations to Zabihullah Mujahid, senior spokesman of the Taliban authorities, who confirmed ladies protesters had been arrested however denied they had been badly handled.
“Among the ladies who had been arrested had been concerned in actions that had been in opposition to the federal government and in opposition to public security,” he stated.
He disputes the ladies’s account and denies torture was used: “There isn’t a beating in any of the Islamic Emirate’s prisons and their meals can also be accepted by our medical groups.”
Lack of primary services
Human Rights Watch’s personal interviews with some protesters following their launch corroborated the accounts heard by the BBC.
“The Taliban use every kind of tortures they usually even make their households pay for these protests, typically they imprison them with their kids in horrible circumstances,” stated Ferishtah Abbasi of HRW.
Amnesty Worldwide researcher Zaman Soltani, who spoke to a number of protesters after they had been launched, stated prisons lacked primary services.
“There isn’t a heating system in winter, prisoners usually are not given good or sufficient meals and well being and questions of safety usually are not considered in any respect,” Soltani stated.
Longing for a standard life
Across the time of their takeover, the Taliban stated ladies might proceed to work and go to highschool, with the caveat that this might solely occur according to Afghan tradition and Sharia regulation.
They proceed to insist the ban on ladies’ education past 12 months six is short-term however have given no agency dedication to reopening ladies’ secondary colleges.
Again in Afghanistan, Zakia took yet another likelihood and launched a house tuition centre to teach younger ladies. This additionally failed.
“They really feel threatened by a gaggle of younger ladies getting collectively in a spot on common foundation,” she says, her voice stuffed with disappointment. “The Taliban managed to do what they wished. I’m a prisoner in my very own home.”
She nonetheless meets her fellow activists however they aren’t planning any protests. They publish occasional statements on social media utilizing a pseudonym.
Requested about her desires for Afghanistan, she breaks down in tears.
“I can’t do something. We do not exist any extra, ladies are faraway from public life,” she says. “All we wished was our primary rights, was it an excessive amount of to ask?”